fuck everyone and the world too

hello everyone it is I I am alive have two kids now but.... really don't feel like talking about much i goto wisconsin in FOUR FUCKIN DAYS TO SEE THE DOCTAH HAHAHAHAHA much love

~sick~

dear friend,

 do me a favor when your days get gray and rainy dance and smile for i am here for you when you feel lonely and blue.....smile and laugh for i am right there beside you when you are at a loss and don't know what to do just dance for i will always be there for you even when you don't hear me see me or feel me i can feel you just please smi8le and know that i am right there with you........

much love

-sick-

okay i am only here to say wht up i am alright and I think I liked it better when i just kept my mouth shut and people came and talked to me so now if you got something to say...call me or something.......i love all of ya....mucho mucho mucho loooove.........

*$ick*

Hello....yea yea i know where the fuck have i been?? hehe i've been here......just not here here...I've been doing some deeeep thinking about somethings one is I have been loving a person for a long time but I know I MUST love them from a distance becaue it is what is best right now...but i am struggling with it I DON"T WANT SPACE thats the last thing I want and i know that that would just make it worse i would rather love them from a distance and have the beautiful friendship than have space......anyways to this person if they are reading this i love you and i hope i havn't driven you to crazy hehe. Zoey is great she is growing, laughing, teething, crawling almost WALKING hehe me i am alright I WILL SURVIVE hehe hopefully lol but anyways thats whats crackalackin yo i will be back agian soon....

-sick-

Hey all omfg lol...i ended up running into Brandon and he apologized but then he made some smart ass comment tht was really mean and i ditched him lol well then there was Drew who completely finished wht Brandon had started and then......I met Ryan who is sweet wounderful and adorable and i love him lol I LOVE YOU RYAN hahaha anyways everything is good ZOey is great she is cutting her first two teeth they are her upper front lol she is soo cute i love her to peices well i guess thts it for right now i really don't want to talk about everything righ tnow so later ....

luv ya

-sick-